Animal Planet 2

(As posted in: http://health.groups.yahoo.com/group/gathering_clans_and_tribes/message/318)

Right after I wrote the Animal Planet piece I went to meditate. My computer had just crashed with the text before I could post it and would not turn on , and I did not know if it would turn on again, ever. I am already quite used to this kind of frustration and did not get mad or anything. I felt the damnedputer would turn on again if it felt like it when it felt like it.

I feel that at times I do contact some independent intelligence, but I am usually not able to hold the conversation for too long. As I said before I might have internal ADD so when one of the guys in there starts talking to me I am not able to listen very long before some other flashy thing grabs my attention and off I go leaving the ascended master talking to the ethers. Today things were a bit different and that is why I want to share it.

I felt as if I woke up, or as if my attention was suddenly upon someone, it felt like a feminine presence, but not very distant or from higher up, and I felt a red color upon her (clothes, uniform). She was talking to me, or to others, something like Oh he woke up. The impressions that follow are quite interesting. I felt like a gorilla waking up in a cage, not really a cage, for any cage would be/is of my own making, soon I was free in that sort of lab, a bit wild and untamed, the scientists were not frightened, it seems this is the sot of thing they expect form the likes of rude boys like me. I was moving about, perhaps to ectoplasmic and dense, but also connected to the dialogue with my lady friend, which I don’t recall the name right now, and there was another one talking to me. It was in a space ship, or a dimensional ship. I felt that I was connected to the "extraterrestrial experiment" (not their words) to raise 3d reality through human incarnate experience to a higher level. This is most difficult to put in words. It is not exactly like Neo waking up, the connection to 3d is stronger, but it could be equaled to getting your head out of the water in some other "room". There was something (but I am so impregnated with the idea I’d not expect anything different) about spaceships rescuing us eventually, but I pictured them more as lights we would see and be inspired by in an internalized way, in a moment of difficulty, than actual steel zeppelins. As our journey is an internal one, and so is most of the dangers we shall encounters and the rescue we shall find.

Back to the lab. All that talk about Apes learning to talk and to write opened my mind to the possibility and to the reality that we are actually being taught also, a new language, and a different use of our innate abilities. The crew on that spaceship are not strangers, they are us, and our friends in other dimensional moments working together in improving the interface between the "higher and the lower" realms - again my words.

The interesting part was feeling all this different levels at the same time operating quite independently. There was the Me (ADD Ape ectoplasmic dense instinctive curious touch everything a bit wild and feral – the sleepy fellow) There was Me talking to scientist in a very level we are the same and talk the same language way, There was the Me that was sitting down meditating, and another that was watching it all.

Also another note – I have been feeling my heart chackra quite abuzz, almost electric, Dzzzzzz. And tell me about tones and whole symphonies. Kundalini energy has been pressing my skull and I have to keep bringing energy to the center, lower in the body.

Peace

Antonio